| i'm a senior.
in college. 
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| it's been 1221 days since i joined xanga.
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| i wish i could still write.
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| i'm trying to care again. i really, truly am. with all my heart. i want to care, i want to love it as much as i used to. maybe it's just me? i'm so sorry.
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| so, a fear of mine that has really sunk in this summer (as pathetic as it may sound) is that i'll never love anyone as much as i love my cat or be loved as much as she loves me. completely unconditional, no matter what.
but a newfound fear, one that almost equals that of my cat fear, is this: what am i going to do when i move into our house at Butler and my sister isn't in the next room anymore? |
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